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I regret






What would have happened if I had not met you?

I would not have lied about things that did not happen.

I wouldn't have to think how I could be better than the ex.

I would not have wished for more.

Not having the feeling of being deprived of the love I deserve.

Not ignoring my friends for someone like you.

No feeling humiliated when I was told I was regretted.

No breaking of hearts.

No waiting for call every single night.

No talking of my male friends under hushed wooden ceiling.

No thoughts about I am wrong but I still have to go on.

No falling in love every moment I saw you.

No tear stains on the pillow.

No craving for sound sleep.


What did happen when I actually met you?

The only point I remember now is the pain. Never again.






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  1. Vidya PunekarAugust 26, 2011 at 1:04 AM

    hey just accidently visited ur blog and was pleased with the refreshing writting skills u have .....very interesting

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  2. kajoriSeptember 5, 2011 at 11:57 PM

    thank you Vidya!

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  3. SROctober 7, 2011 at 8:52 PM

    Im sure you're rocking by now ! I just got here and reading past posts too :)

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