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That dot on my world map

Earthen floors, maybe clay even. Lamplight, flickering but not eerie, casting warm shadows on uneven stone walls, smooth to the touch nevertheless. Inside the room, the lamp makes everything yellow, orange, amber, brown. Its light is bright enough to make the outlines of the objects in the room visible, but not bright enough for individual colours, textures, to be seen clearly. A thin curtain separates this little oasis of light from the rest of the world. Outside, the night hasn't yet surrendered to dawn and the sky and the world shift between shades of blue, as if uncertain whether it's time for light or darkness. There are no trees outside, only bare mountains, rock and stone, but beautiful in a hard way and not inhospitable. Inside, on the cool floor, a cold breeze rippling across the room, I sit cross-legged , covered with some kind of dark, woollen shawl or robe, only my face uncovered as I drink hot, spicy, unfamiliar tea through a small earthen  pot. ...

One cup Robin Sharma, Pleaase!

Obviously you can trust me when I say that I will post everyday albeit regularly with the same degree of trust when your boyfriend who has been cheating on you says "This was just one time, it was a mistake!! I plomish baby never again. Pleeeej trust me" The other day I was making cupcakes and a thought flew by. Wish the world had an Instant Cupcake Maker; you know the way we have Instant Coffee Maker Machine or the Soda-Maker Machine. Then you have books that could be turned into machines Robert Allen's One Minute Millionaire . One button, one minute AaannDD you are a freaking Millionaire. If the height of spirituality increases anymore then we ought to have a " Instant Robin Sharma Maker Machine ", button dabaya aur bas! You could get a cup full of instant spirituality, self discovery and even an FIR report on "Which monk sold whose Ferrari and where did he steal it from" for a certain MRP with Service Tax. Talk about spirituality and not me...

winds of change

Well i have been thinking a lot about 'change' lately. About the things i want to change. In my life, around me. And mostly because it is a feeling of disorientation. A mixture of being fascinated, excited awed and petrified. Yeah, that's right. Change confuses me and how. I spend too much time Contemplating change. But it wasn't always like this. I can remember a time not too long back when change was something exciting and something I didn't think too much about. Moving to another city? Sure, new friends, new places. Changing schools? Yeah new quirky teachers. Moving out of home? Bring it on! Think of all the trouble I can get into. It's one of those things that has come with growing older. Right up there with worrying about money, the opposite sex and PMS. I simply notice change more than I used to. And I feel wary of it. Not because I find the unknown any less exciting, but simply because I am painfully aware that the known is valuable too. ...

Roller-Coaster

Since June i'm trying to post something or the other and end up in piling blog drafts. As the year ends i think i wanted to write about everything that came by in the last 6 months. I have too much to say. Are you even listening??? Wish you did. Shillong. Presents. IIM-S. Changing Blog templates every time i sit down to post. Third year. The new guy. Jakarta. Arihant Khanna. Rooom mate. Cat fights. Dallas. Hermes' 4 inches. The Gucci tote. MAC Kohl. Blackberry. College . All 10 seasons of F.R.I.E.N.D.S again. The South Beach Diet. Putting on weight. Back to brushes. A breakup in between. Jamshedpur. The giant wheel. Skoda. His marriage. My love. Kolkata. Grey Goose. New Moon. Hostile Hostelites. Edward Cullen. Joy-fest. A new haircut yet AGAIN. The Quadra-Cats. Life lessons. Mom. Navratri. Youth-fest. The Manish Arora stuff. Nephew. Back stabbed. Melodrama. Making new friends. Sneaking out. Collages. Team-mates. BBIC. Horse-riding. Missing the blogospehere. Christmas 2009. ...

Comeback ceremony 1

...............and so she thought she won't blog anymore. To the fact that i even had to delete her last blog. She almost thought she would never come back to blogging, that she would just silently slip away in the cracks of this vast blogosphere . She wanted no farewell bid, no good bye post, just a silent disappearing act. But here she is, once again. She did want to run away, from what not even her own soul knows. But she did. She still does, but she won't. Somehow stringing the pieces of life, she is determined to unfold what life wants from her. She is craving to discover her own psyche. Catching up with the world again, she does feel like living a new life after a month of intransigent paralysis that overpowered her. As she asks me to key in this first post of her ultra-new blog, she rummages through the days gone by that if it hadn't been the support of her friends, she would have been going through an identity crisis by now. She has no idea what this scratchpad(y...